Tuesday the 18th of December

(update in what I told you about how I am dealing with the pseudo friendship; well although I took the decision of terminating very slowly that pseudo friendship with others at the same time I feel quite sad about the situation with finishing the other ones but still quite determined about it)

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Before I finish the blog for the year I want to give you two more hygienic practices that I do when I have my shower ; they are both to go in my genital area. First I dry it twice with a dry part of the towel and this is because as we have it with the legs close (obviously!) and on the sitting position in the wheelchair constantly can get very hot and if there is humidity of any form it itches like "hell" so because of this I dry it twice and averytime with a clean (dry) part of the towel that I try to keep it dry for this purpouse only.

The other custom that I have is that when I put the deodorant in my armpits I apply it also to the area between the puvic hair and the leg, and also above the pubic hair. The deodorant that I use and I find very cheap and helpful is called : PIT ROK NATURAL CRYSTAL DEODORANT ; it is antibactirial (I think) , it does not smell at all I usually buy it from the local whole food store but any alternative health shop I hope will have it and it is quite cheap not because its cheap to buy it but it last for ages as you need to damp it only before using it and the solid one (this is the one I use) can last you for two or three years but dont ask it to smell nice it does not, it doesnt smell bad either and this is the point.

There is another custom that I have and gives my skin face neck and shoulders young and moist.(terse) This is organic Aloe Vera gell with added vitamin E . I would recomended to you and to use and exfolieiting sponge.

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And for ending this blog and with it this year the BACH flower remdies .

They were suggested to me by my friend Josechu; I started on the 29th of January this year by having only one and after 1 month and a half and because of my insistance he recomended me one more added to what I have and after nearly two months I went into having two more added to the two I had. Now I take on a regular basis ten different ones (four in agrup in the morning and early afternoon but different than the previous ones; four in a group in a late afternoon and evening; and two more that I take in the bottle of water that I have by the side of my bed) and with this I show how addictive is my personality; of course I have many but many defects of character but I think I got a little bit carried away and very far in the extreem trying to sort out everything and becoming what I jokely say to Josechu "a perfect woman" (ha,ha,ha...!)

What is cheap about it is the way Josechu told me to take them, I buy the usual little bottle of concetrated flower remedy preseverved in a solution with a 27 % of brandy (lovely for an alcoholic. Actually the same carer that took the money from me drunk a whole one of this originally little bottles and although he deny it then I am sure if I told him about it now he will deny it again; We need to think that he in the initial interview convinced me talking the recovery language that he was on the recovering from heroin, cokaine and alcohol so drinking that little bottle meant something if you know what I mean.) and by Josechus suggestion, I found out also that some websites suggest more or less the same, I put 3 drops of the bottle into a 30 mils bottle of natural or filtred or even mineral water making the original flower remedy bottle to last if not for ever for a very long time indeed; so if the original little bottle cost around 4 £ and it last about 10 years (the brandy in it makes it to be preserved for a long time ) We are talking that it can cost you 40 pence a year and this I think is a very wise operation.

Then main reason why I started to use the flower remedies was because of my many defects of charackter that certainly they "soften" them quite a lot but I found that some remedies like Crab Apple do help also in a physical level as ever dont take my word for it if it doesnt go with you dont take it northeless read about them in different websites and books and choose the ones that you may think are for you if you decide to take them of course.