Saturday the 8th of December
Tomorrow Sunday the 9th of December is a new moon in Sagitarius so everything that I am going to say now, we can call it "bullshit" (well if you prefer "rubbish") Blame it on the new moon; well after all I am a water sign and this new moon is in a fire one so I am not histerical any more because eating the walnuts and obviously that energy has to come out somehow; so if you dont blame it on the moon (Im sure "she" will not mind) I will.
Did you know that by adding one tb spoon of cider vinegar into the washing machine the washing comes without smells ? I know it because I saw it on TV a long time ago that if add one tb spoon of cider vinegar into the kettle then you put plenty of water and finally boil it, it will clean the lime scale but about the one in the washing machine I didn't know it as I didnt know that its been good for cleaning windows and glass wear in general (of course you need to rinse it well, because the smell of vinegar is a bit to much).
Well didn't I want to have a larger flat ? Well now I can see it double (althought sometimes I sometimes I see it triple or quadtriple) so I can have a new flat only by adjusting my sight although its not me who is doing the adjusting but we have the same result anyway (so much for being a control freak); the only problem with the "flat" is that the sofa is double and the bed and so on but eventually I will come around that too as I said its only a question of adjustement something or somebody adjusted my sight so now my cleavernes needs to adjust to the new reality I suppouse.
Regarding this new reality I have to say that the double vision is not so double because as I told it manifest itself like looking through a transparent and translusive bag full of frozen water, clear water of course, and I discovered that there is light always on outside of this frozen thing, and it has flashing spots like the water has been defrosted but its lways frozen and the peculiar thing about it is that I thought I saw it only during the day time but last night when I was in bed awake about 2 or 3 in the morning with my eyes closed the blinfold on top of them, (I need to use blinfold because the street light is glaring at me through the window, especialy now when the sicamore tree is sleeping during the winter) I was seeing it. Well maybe it is a sign that I was waiting for that I am getting truly mad, finally! (You see when you discover the secret before the begining and after the creation you need to pay back)
What is about sex that is so important in ourselves. As far as I as i can see sex is only , but well not only you know what I mean, Comunication that happens to be deeper an very personal but only comunication . from this point a view prostitution has got a meaning and will always be there for as long as we human beings need to comunicate with each other at a deep and personal level; and of course promiscuity does not exist its just multi comunication. (You see as I discovered recently I was not promiscious I was thinking everytime when I was meeting a man from a sexual poin of view, sometimes was 3 or 4 a day, that "...maybe this time..." ; unfortunately all those men were in for the right only not for the long term so being the kind of person I was and still I am I moved to "pastures view").
(this week I saw the film that was produced in 1982 "QURELLE" that I saw at the begininig of 1983 for the 1st time with my boyfriend and we had a "fuck" to remeber a lifetime; I am not querelle myself but I have chosen mine and if I have got to be someone in that little story I can be thye lutenet played by Franco Nero but this film is so hot because talks about two things that are taboo for us human beings death and sex )
Last night my evening carer was reading me a book in which the top question came about. WHO AM I?
Well actually upon reflection on it I though that is not the most important question but WHY. DO I THINK THAT I NEED TO ASK MYSELF WHO AM I?
Perhapas the most importatnt question is WHO ARE WE?
Why this all obsesion with individuality, we can not blame everything in the "pusuits" of Americans , most certainly they have a lot to answer for but not everything.
I come from a nation that has it share of pain and I live in that also has had that, now is the turn of Americans and probably the one after are the Chinese but we will see. In anycase we need to abandon the idea of individualism for as long its a confrontation with colectivity, is it imposible to think of and individual at the same time that we think about his or her comunity and by this I dont mean their village.
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In the next picture I will publish shows the desk on side of the bed, holding not only a bottle of water with flower remdies that I will drink over night also in the same drawer I will put one of the urine bottles so I can urine without going to the oilet (it would be a real nightmare for me if I feel like using it in the middle of the night or in the early morning); it also shows the top of the desk where I have the telephone with its charger, the little box/machine that enables me to use the panic alarm whenever I need it, the control of the bed,the speaking clock, the remote control for the digital radio, a little hand towel (blue), a handerchief, the weights that I put around my wrists and ankles, the american "smoking" stick, one shell that I got as a gift last year from New Zeland that is suppoused to have healing or magical powers and a harmoniser on top of an amethist crystal with a crust of wide quarz (amethists are suppoused to be one of the crystals specialy for the people like me who is Pisces).
I hope I dont forget anything.
Tomorrow Sunday the 9th of December is a new moon in Sagitarius so everything that I am going to say now, we can call it "bullshit" (well if you prefer "rubbish") Blame it on the new moon; well after all I am a water sign and this new moon is in a fire one so I am not histerical any more because eating the walnuts and obviously that energy has to come out somehow; so if you dont blame it on the moon (Im sure "she" will not mind) I will.
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Does Does O O O Does O O O Does Does
Well didn't I want to have a larger flat ? Well now I can see it double (althought sometimes I sometimes I see it triple or quadtriple) so I can have a new flat only by adjusting my sight although its not me who is doing the adjusting but we have the same result anyway (so much for being a control freak); the only problem with the "flat" is that the sofa is double and the bed and so on but eventually I will come around that too as I said its only a question of adjustement something or somebody adjusted my sight so now my cleavernes needs to adjust to the new reality I suppouse.
Regarding this new reality I have to say that the double vision is not so double because as I told it manifest itself like looking through a transparent and translusive bag full of frozen water, clear water of course, and I discovered that there is light always on outside of this frozen thing, and it has flashing spots like the water has been defrosted but its lways frozen and the peculiar thing about it is that I thought I saw it only during the day time but last night when I was in bed awake about 2 or 3 in the morning with my eyes closed the blinfold on top of them, (I need to use blinfold because the street light is glaring at me through the window, especialy now when the sicamore tree is sleeping during the winter) I was seeing it. Well maybe it is a sign that I was waiting for that I am getting truly mad, finally! (You see when you discover the secret before the begining and after the creation you need to pay back)
Does Does O O O Does O O O Does Does
What is about sex that is so important in ourselves. As far as I as i can see sex is only , but well not only you know what I mean, Comunication that happens to be deeper an very personal but only comunication . from this point a view prostitution has got a meaning and will always be there for as long as we human beings need to comunicate with each other at a deep and personal level; and of course promiscuity does not exist its just multi comunication. (You see as I discovered recently I was not promiscious I was thinking everytime when I was meeting a man from a sexual poin of view, sometimes was 3 or 4 a day, that "...maybe this time..." ; unfortunately all those men were in for the right only not for the long term so being the kind of person I was and still I am I moved to "pastures view").
(this week I saw the film that was produced in 1982 "QURELLE" that I saw at the begininig of 1983 for the 1st time with my boyfriend and we had a "fuck" to remeber a lifetime; I am not querelle myself but I have chosen mine and if I have got to be someone in that little story I can be thye lutenet played by Franco Nero but this film is so hot because talks about two things that are taboo for us human beings death and sex )
Last night my evening carer was reading me a book in which the top question came about. WHO AM I?
Well actually upon reflection on it I though that is not the most important question but WHY. DO I THINK THAT I NEED TO ASK MYSELF WHO AM I?
Perhapas the most importatnt question is WHO ARE WE?
Why this all obsesion with individuality, we can not blame everything in the "pusuits" of Americans , most certainly they have a lot to answer for but not everything.
I come from a nation that has it share of pain and I live in that also has had that, now is the turn of Americans and probably the one after are the Chinese but we will see. In anycase we need to abandon the idea of individualism for as long its a confrontation with colectivity, is it imposible to think of and individual at the same time that we think about his or her comunity and by this I dont mean their village.
........................................................................................................................................................................
In the next picture I will publish shows the desk on side of the bed, holding not only a bottle of water with flower remdies that I will drink over night also in the same drawer I will put one of the urine bottles so I can urine without going to the oilet (it would be a real nightmare for me if I feel like using it in the middle of the night or in the early morning); it also shows the top of the desk where I have the telephone with its charger, the little box/machine that enables me to use the panic alarm whenever I need it, the control of the bed,the speaking clock, the remote control for the digital radio, a little hand towel (blue), a handerchief, the weights that I put around my wrists and ankles, the american "smoking" stick, one shell that I got as a gift last year from New Zeland that is suppoused to have healing or magical powers and a harmoniser on top of an amethist crystal with a crust of wide quarz (amethists are suppoused to be one of the crystals specialy for the people like me who is Pisces).
I hope I dont forget anything.
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Does Does O O O Does O O O Does Does
Ah! one more thing I just remembered.
When you have blood stain in any of you cloths or bed sheets you soak them in the hydrogen pyroxide (you know the same that we use for bleaching the hair) soaked well but be a bit tight with it and then you put the cloth or the sheet in the washing machine with other things and it, hopefully, will come out at the end of the wash without the blood stain.
Also if we put hydrogen pyroxide together with sodium bicarbonate (it can be the same on we use to bake ) its like having OXYCLEANER it cleans very well or extremely well every surface.
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